Building something

Published on: Sat Jan 02 2021

Hey wat are you doing? Are you building something? Always a time for inopportune questions. Only ask those if you can tell that I have crucial tasks to complete. There is no point for me to do any of these crucial tasks because I'll just make them garbage. Even if something seems good it's actually just going to be garbage that should be destroyed and never shown to anyone or spoken about again.

It's rough in the morning. When I wake up every day I've forgotten overnight that all of my research and experiments are actually trash and I'm usually excited about the research. Then I remember what happened and that it's all garbage and I want to destroy my computer and anything else that's contributed to making all of the garbage happen.